When I fall in love, I know, with a solemn heart, there’s a word hard to tell under my appearance of the cynicism. Because when we are facing love, sometimes you are too false and I’m too serious.

Do you know? Love is not dissolute, it’s the most serious affair between men and women. It’s heavy while flirtation is easy. The affair is but a game of the bodies, and still an emotional game between the favors of each other, at most. But when the true love is coming around, do you know, any soul becomes trembling due to the fear and the wild joy.

Do you know? Love is not dissolute, it’s related to the soul. The true love is the crossing of the soul of each other, which results in the integrating of the bodies. On the contrary, the soul doesn’t really exist in the affair. And I will never let it be present because a little favor is only the condiment of the carnal desire.

Do you know? Love is not dissolute, because it’s extremely serious. Therefore, it always takes the risk of failing. And if it really fails, I know, there will be a scar, a scar that will probably never fade away from my bottom of the heart. Now me, who is in hot love, have devoted all myself into it with filling you fully in me.

Once you declare that your “love” is over, what would it leave to me but a feeling of being hollowing out? So am I your affair? Since the affair doesn’t have the so-called success or so-called failure, you just give a little and quit so easily. But am I?

Do you know? Love is not dissolute, it actually is very humble. “Love is dedicating”, when I say out this sentence, you always say I’m only sermoning. However, except of sermoning, I know that how much I want you to understand that this is the truth of love, which so precisely claims the essence of love which is a kind of enthusiasm of unselfishly dedicating.

When loving you, I can’t help thinking of doing something for you, want to delight you, but will never and ever ask for return. All I want and my happiness are in the course of dedicating and delighting you. AH! Please look back to the parents’ love to you, expanding it, wont you find that all the true love should be like that? It is, in my eyes.

When you measure the ratio of the love between men and women, comparing to the families, wont you find that it’s only carnal desire left? Won’t you find that selfish love from the families and selfish love with a little carnal desire can us go hand-in-hand till the end of our life, will you believe?

Do you know? Love is not dissolute, it’s in need of our exclusive caring. And love generates the desire of understanding. When I’m loving you, out of my control, I want to know your everything; want to cherish all your experience and feeling as treasure, by carefully chewing and cautiously protecting. How I wish my melting into you and your everything! Meanwhile, I’m longing for your understanding me, melting into me, do you know? But in fact , you never pay attention.

Do you know? Love is not dissolute. Because it’s sweet but also bitter, it makes you feel like in the heaven but also in the hell, just like being only one step distance between them.

Someone asked me angrily, “Nowadays, are you told that who is in cyber love or who breaks up?” I thought, truly, it’s less now, even the romantic affair, the same. In the communication between men and women, it seems that people pay more attention to the reality , not the pizzazz..

Maybe the people nowadays lead so tiring a life that they would rather retain the relationship between men and women to be an entertaining garden then take the responsibility of love. Maybe nowadays the people are too clear about the world, they would rather face the opposite sex without any emotion then get through the suffering of love. However, will escaping love be the symptom of modern people? Love was to delight, combining the spirit and the flesh. But could people find and admire the other soul without a cherished love, when they are even not able to care about themselves in the universal jumpy carnal desire?  To avoid the love will cost more; though the true love will cost the tearing of the heart, it also can help people get the harvest which is remembered to the end of the life; just like ten thousands of the love tails cant make up the deformity of “Dream of the Red Chamber”, ten thousands of romantic affairs cant make up the blank of love.

While the trust and the caring soul are no longer existing between man and woman, even if the flesh are near, the souls are always strange, they will become the homeless lonely souls in the earth.

While Adam and Eva don’t have the true love to each other or they don’t expect for the true love any more, they would really have been driven out from the Eden.

Do you know? Love is not dissolute. Because romantic affair is only for fun, but true love is endless and priceless!

Do you know? Dear, I don’t want to be dissolute but desire for your return!